||[Dec. 25th, 2005|06:10 pm]
I am such a lazy ASS. But I guess I need to update before people think I've died or something.. And that will Not Do, especially since I've not even written my Will yet. |
Well, I have a few things to report, but I seem to have forgotten a few of them. I guess I'll just list them down and hope the forgotten ones come back to me by the time I finish this post..
1. Merry Christmas!!! [ I have no idea why, but that sounded so dead. Maybe its because I feel so dead.. Sorry, but I just don't feel the christmas spirit this year.. Maybe its because of a lack of a family gathering that has been tradition for my family since I knew the word christmas. Maybe its because I feel guilty that I've allowed myself to be so corrupted willingly >_< But what's done is done and I shall not dwell on it further.. ]
2. I've been thinking about the air stewardess thing again and again. It may be just wishful thinking, but I really want to try it out. Even if I don't get on a plane that flies to Japan, I would like to travel the world and broaden my horizons, which I know is still painfully narrow.. To ensure a greater possibilty of getting into Singapore Airlines, I plan to take up a waitressing job and to officially start learning jap.. I'll also try to correct my posture and habits to seem more mature. I guess that is actually the hardest thing to do...
3. I've always felt inferior to my friends, for no reason other than the fact that I am indeed, talent-wise, inferior to them. I wonder sometimes, when yt and von and tiss talk about the circle they want to create, about my position in it. And I discover that I'll not be of much use.. And that hurts somehow, knowing I'm not going to be as much of a help or importance. My presence seems somehow unnecessary... But that's nobody's fault but my own, for being so talentless ^^;; I have decided to try my best to help you guys, though I can't draw nor write well.. Advertising is the WAY !!
Hai!! I guess my laziness has soaked through again.. And I've about said all I wanted to.. So, I shall log off here with a cheerier Merry Christmas!!! May all your wishes be fufilled by Santa. ( He exists!! He Does!!! *grins* )